What If?!
It has been quite a while since my last post. Well, I was busy ( and still busy ) checking my students' output and adjusting to my 'new' workplace.
I still ask myself sometimes if I really made the right decision of resigning at HEDCEN and start teaching at poveda. I still have the 'what ifs' on my mind. What if I stayed? What if I come back? Would it make any difference? Would I be able to fulfill my dreams in life? I loved it there; I miss my dear students, I miss my "friends", I miss the times we would laugh our hearts out because of Sir Ramil's jokes after a day of very tiring work. I miss soccer, I miss the dorm. I miss everything that I have experienced there! But then, I have made this decision and there's no turning back. I know there are a lot of improvement after my exit from the company; promising salary, a more comfy feel in the teacher's area and so many other things that i have missed. I still ask myself "What if...?" but then there's this happy feeling inside of me knowing that I still am very lucky to have landed where I am right now. A new experience, a new journey!
Now, what if I did not resign at all? Maybe, I will not feel how blessed I am to still have a job. Also, If I did not resign, maybe I will not know who really cares. :D
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